Heaving, suddenly choking, coughing as the color drains from my face. My body tingling, waves of sickness. I feel week.
Theres blood coming from my nose and tears welling in my eyes and I’m just standing there, staring dumbly at my reflection. Thinking you are pathetic.
Its been so long. Almost a week.
I knew this wouldn’t last.
I’m always screwing up. Tonight I choked, screwing up even what has become second nature.
Pathetic pathetic pathetic.